大学生活

离开了中学生活，

上了大学，

不同的大学，

不同的假期，

各有各的忙碌，

渐渐地失去联络。

怎么师范学院的假期根大学不一样。

我的放假也只能找中学生玩乐而已，

 无奈。

=,=

久违的朋友们，

不知最近还过得好吗？

不管是学业、友情、爱情，

祝大家事事顺利。=)

给未来老公的一封信 …

亲爱的：

我们在一起，不是因为将就，不是因为肉体，不是因为金钱。我们在一起，只是因为一个很简单的理由，相爱，愿意一起度过日日夜夜。

嫁给你，做你的妻子。即使你不是一个有钱人，但是在我眼里，嫁给你，我将是这个世界上最富有的新娘。因为你给了我别人无法代替的爱。而且在结婚以后，在我眼里，我依然是这个世界上最富有的女人。即便是你给我的只是一室一厅的小房子，亦或是租房子，能跟你窝在一起看看电视说说悄悄话，能让我在困倦的时候躺在你的怀里，有个休憩的港湾，都感觉足够了，只要有你在，哪里都不是问题。

每天早上醒来，第一眼看到的就是你，短暂的亲昵，起床，洗刷，做早点，怀着一份美好的心情奔向外面的世界。下了班，或者在外面随意逛逛，或者买菜回家，做点小菜，暖暖的灯光，吃完饭，出去走走，聊聊心事，排解白天工作的压力。而后，或看书，或看电视，或上网，或听音乐。平淡而又不乏激情的生活。

你尽管去做你的事业，我将尽我的全力去支持你，并且承担我应做的家务，偶尔要求你下厨房、洗衣服等等。 　

我绝对不会问“我和你妈妈同时落水你会救谁的”的问题。我会待你的双亲如自己的爸妈，因为我知道没有他们就不会有你，也不会有我今天的幸福。我会对你妈很好很好。即使她是个不讲理的老人家，我也会尽量迁就她，因为我知道，你一定会体恤我所受的委屈。但也希望你能经常陪我回家看看我的父母，让他们对我的生活安心，放心!　

我希望我们有共同的朋友，也有自己独立的朋友圈。我不会将你生活圈子彻底打乱。你没有必要推掉所有的不必要的应酬而早些回家，虽然我在家里会寂寞，但是我知道，推掉所有约会陪我在家的你，会更加寂寞。我会给你自由，因为爱上你，就要接受你的一切。如果你带我走进你的圈子，我向你保证在你的朋友面前不会表现的像一个母老虎，在你朋友面前,我会给足你面子！让你成为最幸福的男人！

不要介意我的前男友，因为那时我还没有遇到你；不要吃醋我以前爱过他, 因为以后，我会加倍来爱你疼你！不要念念不忘我曾和他在一起过，因为和我天长地久的人是你！我们应该感谢他！是他的不珍惜让我遇到你！是他的伤害让我感到什么叫心痛，让我更加在乎你！是他让我知道要好好爱这个和我生活一辈子的男人。每个人都有曾经过去，告别过去，展望未来，最重要的是珍惜现在所拥有的，珍惜眼前人。

你可以大男子主义，因为我不女权，在某些方面，我不相信也不希望男女平等，男人，还是应该象个男人。但前提是彼此的尊重。你也可以软弱，可以偶尔孩子气，我会疼惜你，爱怜你。男人也有脆弱的一面，我能理解并接受。

你不需要多么高大威猛，你的胳膊不需要有多么强壮，在我半夜从梦中惊醒时你能揽我入怀。在我悲伤时你会无言的搂住我，让我在你怀里痛哭一场。你不需要有丰厚的收入，我亦不会在经济上给你压力，我会顶住我的这一片天，为了我们将来的幸福，我愿意和你一起奋斗。

但你一定要有广博的胸怀，能包容我，因为我偶尔会任性，我亦不成熟，有时会象小孩无理取闹。但你一定要专一而忠诚，你心里只能有我一个，因为我的眼里容不得沙子。　

如果有这么一天，你激情不再，要寻找自己的另一片新的天空，请你告诉我，我会接受，纵使眼里含着泪，也会在你转过身去后滴落。纵有万分的不舍，但，如果和我在一起，你不快乐，我亦不会快乐。所以我宁愿一人来承受痛苦，好过两人一起煎熬。

知道自己只是俗世一平凡女子，期待的只是一份单纯而美好的爱情，期你，可以让我完全的信任，让我完全的付出。相信，没有你，我也能很好地过完这一生。可惟有你的陪伴，才能让我的人生圆满而完美！

佛说：前世五百次的回眸，才换来今生的擦肩而过。不知道前世的我或你向佛祖祈求了几千年才换来今生的相遇、相识、相知与相爱，所以我会珍惜我们之间的所有所有。执子之手，与子偕老！老公 …。

Sharing

喜歡上一個人的時候
就一直在思考這個階段談戀愛合不合時宜
總覺得這個年齡一個人怎麼能承受起另外一個人的重量呢

所以只選擇喜歡卻不要求一定要有什麼結果
朋友說我內心過於強大太冷靜太能忍受煎熬
其實不是只是經歷過一些東西人就變成熟些了吧
考慮的東西也就不僅僅局限於眼前了
而且對於我來說並不煎熬
我享受這種夾雜著甜蜜與苦澀的過程

如果你現在擁有了心中那麼好的他
那將來會不會失去呢
可能因為彼此不懂珍惜不懂寬容
或者因為你們的人生軌跡沒有了交集
有許多事情現在都無法確定

我所能想到的最好的結果是
等到彼此已經能夠掌控自己的人生時
如果還那麼喜歡他
就一定會毫不猶豫地告訴他
只是想在自己最好的狀態也在他最好的狀態時在一起

當然不能排除錯過的可能
而且這個可能性非常大
有人問我：你不怕你會後悔嗎？
我說：可能我會後悔，但是我不怕。
我想當我會後悔的那個時候
雖然遺憾但是卻已經有足夠的勇氣承受這個結果
我會微笑地面對
有過這種喜歡的感覺就已經足夠

只不過做了一個選擇
和兩種可以預見的結果
是前者當然幸福
是後者也欣然接受
所以我才發現
當你想通一些事情時
一切就變得很簡單

喜歡也變得很簡單
既然不打算說
那你就一直對他笑就好了
呵呵對喜歡的人笑有時候也需要鼓起勇氣
所以常常會笑得很傻
可是不管笑得好不好看
這都是最溫暖的一種方式
不會給人壓力

我一直覺得
要溫柔地對待別人和自己
這樣你會過得很坦然很幸福
雖然有時候很想知道一個結果
雖然有時候會哭
雖然有時候會徹夜不眠
可是笑一笑
一切都過去了

就這樣喜歡你
時間對了再愛你

过了

原来一切都来得太迟..
我输了..
输给之前的诺言..
输给自己说的大话..
我会一个人坚强地活下去..
虽然是痛了，麻了一下..
我相信我很快就走过来了..
因为很简单..
我并不深..
只是不小心踩下去了
要出来，还需要点时间..
你要好好过，我才能放心把自己拔出来
你要过得越来越好，才能让我弥补自己的过失..
你要一直都很好，才能让我明白放开你我有多后悔..

喜欢

我喜欢你！
喜欢到无法自拔！
我就是这样喜欢你！
喜欢你很久很久！
你不知道也没关系！
我知道就好！
你存在的一天
我就喜欢你那一天！
直到我不喜欢你的时候
你才能够逃掉！
我们来比比看！
是我单身比较久
还是你单身比较久
好吗？！

新的一年

我的新年
并没有很好
也许是没有在状况内
也也许是被他所影响

一点都没有很开心的心情
或许这一年来带给大家很多新的希望与祝福
但对我来说
就只是个昨天和今天的差别

很想到海边大大声地喊出我的辛苦
很想找个人给我打打出口气
2011让我经历了很多不开心的事
2011让我清楚自己对你是什么心情与感想
2011让我明白长大了，并不是什么都可以自己做选择
2011让我知道并不是我一直学会退后，别人就会停下脚步不再咬你
2011让我学会了很多东西
谢谢教会我这些的你们..

我很希望世界末日的到来
或许是因为我讨厌自己来到这个世界
我不喜欢这个没有自由的家
别对我说   我的家已经很好了，不要跟别人比较   之类的话
你永远不会懂我的处境
并不是想你肉眼看到的那么简单
不要说我有钱就可以活得很开心
我并没有钱，你们不要误会
我是个连一块钱都不舍得浪费的穷人
即使我是个有钱人，我也只是个看起来开心的空壳娃娃

呆在这个家
我一点都不快乐，反而让我感到很压力
我不得不听从你的话，成为你的的期盼
因为我知道你把一切都堵在我身上
所以我都从来不反抗你替我选择的路
不得不放弃自己喜欢的东西，
就是为了让你感到安慰
我只是想让你感到幸会
一路走来，我才醒悟
我的谦让，并不能让我换来一点点你的信任
不能够换来我一点点的自由
什么都不能..什么都不是
就只是听从你的.. 任你摆动的布娃娃

2012 了，每个人开开心心的笑着
而我，必须在泪水中度过
因为你的一个回头眼神
让我明白无论我做什么，你都不会相信我
我已经明白知道我已经毫无用处
只是个摆着放美用的布娃娃

你放心
2012，如果不是世界末日
在我还没离开这家，
我会一直当你的布娃娃
请你别让我有机会离开
不然我不会再回到你这个家
2012，如果是世界末日
我会很感谢让世界末日发生的任何一个神话
是你让我摆脱这一切挣扎
是你让我可以离开这没有自由，没有信任的家

在你面前，
我会装着什么都不知道的小孩
在你面前，
我还是会当个在你眼中20岁却好像 2 岁的小孩子
在你面前，
我会装着什么是都不知道的呆子

请你牢记
总有一天我会离开这个家，
但请你相信
我不会丢下你不负责任
即使我讨厌你把我带到这个家
我还是得承认是你把我养大
我会做回我应该做的本份

请你记住
我不会想念一个没有信任和自由的家

2012
果然只是一个 ‘一天’ 而易啊..

Happy New Year!

Hey guys!
Happy New Year 2012!
Well, very obvious that all of us have no gather together for any event this year.
Everyone busy with their respective stuffs.

But I'm quite happy that me, Jasc, JaeMin and She-Ring still manage to be with together for a countdown at Auto-city.
Initially we felt just so boring and lame at there as no any famous artist coming for the concert there.
In the end we ended up went to find Lyos them who work at Pacific fair.
By the time, I did not notice that it was nearing 12am and sudden a big boom sound!

Adorable!
Fireworks in the air!
So 5 of us just enjoying the nice view there without crowded people. :D
Still, we feel fireworks at Sunway Carnival Mall nicer. hehe

After wait Eirene arrived, party started!
Went to BED, which is a pub together. ;)
Still, Jimmy, Jeffery, Lucas, Desmond, Ivan, Guo Hao and others were there.
My very first time to there, and so as four of us. teehee.
A very nice experience though.
Back at 2++am.

Happy 2012 a brand new year!
All the best guys!

你留意過你的父母嗎?

你留意過你的父母嗎?
如果你在一個平凡的家庭長大，如果你的父母還健在，不管你有沒有和他們同住——

如果有一天，你發現媽媽的廚房不再像以前那麼乾淨；

如果有一天，你發現家中的碗筷好像沒洗乾淨；

如果有一天，你發現母親的鍋子不再雪亮；

如果有一天，你發現父親的花草樹木已漸荒廢；

如果有一天，你發現家中的地板衣櫃經常沾滿灰塵；

如果有一天，你發現母親煮的菜太鹹太難吃；

如果有一天，你發現父母經常忘記關瓦斯；

如果有一天，你發現老父老母的一些習慣不再是習慣時，就像他們不再想要天天洗澡時；

如果有一天，你發現父母不再愛吃青脆的蔬果；

如果有一天，你發現父母愛吃煮得爛爛的菜；

如果有一天，你發現父母喜歡吃稀飯；

如果有一天，你發現他們過馬路行動反應都慢了；

如果有一天，你發現在吃飯時間他們老是咳個不停，千萬別誤以為他們感冒或著涼，(那是吞嚥神經老化的現象) ；

如果有一天，你發覺他們不再愛出門……

如果有這麼一天，我要告訴你，你要警覺父母真的已經老了，器官已經退化到需要別人照料了。

如果你不能照料，請你替他們找人照料，並請你請你千萬千萬要常常探望，不要讓他們覺得被遺棄了。

每個人都會老，父母比我們先老，我們要用角色互換的心情去照料他，才會有耐心、才不會有怨言，當父母不能照顧自己的時候，為人子女要警覺，他們可能會大小便失禁、可能會很多事都做不好，如果房間有異味，可能他們自己也聞不到，請不要嫌他臟或嫌他臭，為人子女的只能幫他清理，並請維持他們的“自尊心”。

當他們不再愛洗澡時，請抽空定期幫他們洗身體，因為縱使他們自己洗也可能洗不干淨。當我們在享受食物的時候，請替他們準備一份大小適當、容易咀嚼的一小碗，因為他們不愛吃可能是牙齒咬不動了。

從我們出生開始，餵奶換尿布、生病的不眠不休照料、教我們生活基本能力、供給讀書、吃喝玩樂和補習，關心和行動永遠都不停歇。如果有一天，他們真的動不了了，角色互換不也是應該的嗎？

為人子女者要切記，看父母就是看自己的未來，孝順要及時。

樹欲靜而風不止、子欲養而親不在

你留意過自己的父母嗎?

时间

时间有一段了吧？

我们没再像以前那么冲动了啊

我们没了以前的感觉了

我们不再像以前那么疯狂了

我们也不再问候彼此了

那是为什么？

我们都开始为了自己的事在努力着

开始忽略了身边重要的东西了

或许友情对他们来说并不是第一的

有人会说：“友情能当饭吃吗？”

“友情不是我的第一！”

那他们，

会开始慢慢把专注力放在更重要的事上

而开始忘了以前大家是怎样，什么情况下变好朋友的

这些，不再重要了吗？

是时间

是它改变了我们之间的一切

是它让我们慢慢对对方失去信任

是它让我们之间慢慢产生尴尬

是它让我们不再像以前那么热情

是它让我们了解到还有更重要的是要做

是它证明了友情，只是个东西

都是它。。

你是曾经拥有友情的人吗？

还是还在拥有友情的人？

是在拥有着空虚的友情的人？

或是友情爱情分不清的人？

是拥有友情却站在不想拥有的友情的角度上的人？

还是，你不清楚你是现在是怎样？

My birthday

First of all, I'll try my best to write this post in English.

It's because some of you might don't understand Mandarin?

Today, 26/07/2011, is my 19 year-old-birthday.

It's really out of expectation birthday.

I thought I was facing it alone because today is, schooling day?

I've living for 19 years, and this is the first time I'm celebrating birthday in the school. With all my form sixers, I'm grateful and feeling to glad to have all of you as my friends during my last schooling year.

Although some of you I might not know you well, but somehow I'll still taking you as my friend. I'll still remember how you look and who you're when time passes.

To all the form sixers that willing to spend your time to celebrate my birthday, and spending money for the present, there're no words I could speak to thank all of you. It's really a good surprise and memory for me. I like it very much. I'm still willing to friend with all the form sixer, as long as you're not thinking I'm bad, or whatever.. LOL.

Thanks to Tommy and Jasmine, who gave me my first and second presents of the day.

Thanks for the watch, Tommy. That watch sure very expensive right? I'm kinda embarrassed to receive such expensive present larh. And Jasmine, you know I've got the same thing too in my bedroom and why you still buying the same thing for me? xD. Anyway thanks =]

After all, I would like to speak thanks to those lovely friends who willing come to school late to prevent caught by school, and bring a huge "Angry Bird" for me. (I know the back story of the bird xD)

They're :

1. Kelvin Soon
2. Yong Jeng
3. Chee Siang
4. Wei Huey
5. Meau Juin
6. Li Chia
7. Wei Ching
8. Yee Lun

Thanks to 8 of you. I'm embarrassing when bringing a huge thing beside me to walk out from the school = =! I'm feeling damn happy when 8 of you give me this huge thing! This is the first time I've received such huge birthday present. Thanks to 8 of you very very much!!!! I don't know what should I write here to represent my appreciation of you all. What I can say is "THANK YOU"!

And I would like to thanks to Pei Yen, for your lovely star. I like it very much. It's because I've the name 'star' for years, but I don't have anything about star beside me =3=! Really out of expectation that you'll give me present =D..Maybe it's because we've friend for years, but no present for years too?.. Surprise!! xDD

And then, I would like to speak thanks to Shan Ging. Thanks for the Spongebob. Actually even you present me DOMO, I'll still like it. Because, it's my present!!! But never mind. Just keep the DOMO for Rinkie xD. I'll still like the Spongebob very much.! Well, I'll follow what you've said, I'll put the Spongebob beside me when I'm sleeping. Hope there're no mini cameras inside the Spongebob to peep me! xD

Thanks to my bestie, Rinkie. Really feel happy when you're still remembering I'm tabooing with peoples' present me with necklace. But it's ok if you're girl. I'm willing to tie and bind by you forever to be your bestie xD. I'll wear it after my STPM. Promised =]. I'll learn to be a good girl so that my popularity will increase as what you've mentioned in the Minion card.

Thank you Aik Kiah. For buying me such cute cake and giving me the first surprise during recess time =]. I like the cake. It tastes so good. So sorry that I always like to bully you, perhaps due to your height or your cuteness? I don't know. Thanks for spend your time just to buy a cake for my birthday. I don't know how to express my gratitude to you, and of course the other =]

Next is Chia Liang. I know there've been some quarrels between 2 of us. And I don't know how to 'dilute' the feeling of awkward between both of us. And I know you're trying to talk with me. Me too. But somehow there's still a thorn between us. I hope time will erase all those bad memories that we're having a month ago. Anyway, thanks for your Blacky Bird. Abit run shape xD.

Jia Seng, I don't know what you want to tell me by giving me this cutie present. It doesn't suits my style larh. But I like it, cause it is cute. Perhaps someday I will use this thingy whack you xD. I would like to say that thank you for always swallowing own pride and let all of us satirize. And I'm damn admire your character, that is not get angry easily for whatever shits people talk about you. It's kinda sad that someone you like doesn't like you back. ='[.. But I believe one day in future, you'll get whatever you want due to your disposition =D...

Yau Yau and Wei Yen. I know both of you trying hard to find a present for me. Driving far to Pacific for finding me some presents. Somehow I not really know how to use the presents that both of you gave. You know larh, silver thingy easily get scratch when I put it on my handphone. =.=.. That's why I put nothing on my phone now. =3=.. Thanks to both of you buying me so much presents. And thanks For the Blacky bird key-chain =]

After that, I would like to thanks to two of you again, but this time adding She-Ring too! I love the last present that 3 of you gave to me. I'm so touch when I see the thing I want in front of me. The most excited part is, it still can transform!!! I was keep yelling "Oh my God, Oh my God!!!" when I saw the present! Thanks to 3 of you! Ring, I ♥ You so damn much!! Thanks that you're still remember me although we don't meet for quite a long time. Thanks for still taking me as Bestie!! I'm always missing you right here. ='[... Thanks to your blog post too!!! I ♥ it!! Damn ♥ it! ♥ everything you've done to me. Ek ek ek! Thanks to Wei Yen and Yau Yau. Really... The best present ='[..!!!!!

Steven, Andy, and Kent. Thanks 3 of you suddenly pop up in front of my door and pressing "Ting Tong~~". Thanks to Andy lied me that you're going to give me your present next time when you meet me. And after that straight pop up in front of my door and saying "Happy Birthday. We Hate You!". LOL.. Thanks for your MOL POINT Yap!!! I'll try my best to think where should I use that MOL. Hehhhh....

Nah Steven, come into my house just to shoot me my house air-conditional so hot huh? You're the last one enter the house and the earliest run away from my house =3=. I really get shock when you're coming my house to celebrate my birthday! Maybe it's because we never celebrate each other's birthday before? Hana sorry lorh your birthday I didn't prepare present. Next year larh my turn take cake to your house and smack it on your face larh ok? xDDD..

Kent!!!! Thanks to you come and eat a slice of cake and then sit beside to see Yau Yau and Andy playing Optimus Prime. I know it's a bit lame for you. Thanks to 4 of you willing to spend your time to celebrate my birthday. Really surprise for me. Totally out of expectation =.=!!! Although I still didn't receive present from you, it's ok and take your time. Early speak thank you to you first xD.

Yu Seng, thanks that you still remember my birthday although we didn't meet for quite a long time. I've heard that you're liking a girl in high school. XDD.. Aiyyaaa, thanks for your belated wish at 27th night. And thanks for your present at 29th. What a late present? Again.. Angry blacky bird. I wonder is it I look like the blacky bird? =.=!! Thanks a lot. You're the 4th person saying me "Got people wish still hiam? Got present receive still want hiam?". I think I really need to change my attitude - -!

Okies. End of saying thanks to my present giver.

Now is the turn I'm gonna speak my thanks to Handphone sms-er =]

1. Yong Jeng (9.35pm, 11.56pm, 25/07/2011, 12.02am, 12.05am, 26/07/2011)
2. Guohao (10.02pm, 25/07/2011)
3. She-Ring (11.58pm, 25/07/2011)
4. Chee Siang (11.58pm, 25/07/2011)
5. Rinkie (00.03am, 26/07/2011)
6. Andy Yap (00.06am, 26/07/2011)
7. Shan Ging (00.14am, 26/07/2011)
8. Zho Wei (06.25am, 26/07/2011)
9. Ying Xuan (06.28am, 26/07/2011)
10. Edwin Saw (06.45am, 26/07/2011)
11. Teik Koon (09.42am, 26/07/2011)
12. Jin Ling (14.09pm, 26/07/2011)
13. Wei Huey (14.26pm, 26/07/2011)
14. Lyos Lew (21.19pm, 26/07/2011)
15. Jing Peng (21.42pm, 26/07/2011)
16. Yau Yau (22.48pm, 26/07/2011)
17. Chun Yee (23.57pm ,26/07/2011)

And to those Facebooker. I think I can't finish typing all of your names inside here. There're 134 people wishing me happy birthday! 1 day per wish. I can live with all of your wishes at least four months. What a happy news for me =]. Although not all the Facebooker inside my friend list are wishing me, but at least I've got 1/4 of it. Thanks to those who've wishing me!!!! May God bless us!

Now is my turn to make a wish! I would like to make more wishes with the only wish!

I wish all the people who've wished me could get whatever they want, and of course live happily everyday.

I wish you, who is reading this post right now always dreams come true no matter what's happening.

I wish those who know me, and of course I know you, have a great everyday xD.

Song of the day :
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star - Foo Wah

想和你一起做的100件事

1、 一起看雪

2、一起看海

3、手牵手逛街

4、喂我吃东西

5、一起堆雪人

6、一起坐摩天轮

7、一起恶作剧

8、一起进 鬼屋

9、吃同一杯冰淇淋

10、一起搬东西

11、一起布置我们的小窝

12、一起看日出

13、半夜一起看恐怖片

14、送我一束花

15、为我做顿饭

16、牵着我的手过马路

17、一起看日落

18、一起数星星

19、一起洗衣服

20、背靠背听同一首曲子

21、在朋友面前介绍我

22、把肩膀借给我靠

23、为我擦眼泪

24、为我唱首歌

25、为我写篇日记

26、 在大街上背我

27、随叫随到

28、一起看球赛

29、比赛啃西瓜

30、一起捏泥人，一个你，一个我

31、一起没形象的大叫

32、一起熬夜玩游戏

33、比赛喝酒

34、早晨一起刷牙

35、一起发呆

36、一起过我们的纪念日

37、一起对着流星许 相同的愿望

38、一起折许愿星

39、一起做蛋糕

40、学对方说话

41、当一天陌生人

42、把你欺负的对我没辙

43、 讲一夜电话

44、为我剪指甲

45、一起养只小狗

46、一起拍照片

47、一起骑脚踏车

48、戴同一条围巾

49、戴同一 双手套

50、讲故事哄我睡觉

51、一起吃棉花糖

52、一起去K歌

53、一起淋雨

54、一起面对所有难堪

55、一起爬山

56、一起露营

57、一起晨练

58、一起傻笑

59、一起吃路边摊

60、一起去孤儿院送礼物

61、穿情侣装显摆

62、一起玩牌

63、一起吃米线到吐

64、一起踩马路到脚软

65、一起去医院看婴儿

66、一起去海南的天涯海角

67、把你打扮成女生

68、咬一下你的脸颊

69、每天说晚安

70、一起看电影

71、一起种花

72、比赛吹牛

73、一起见对方的朋 友

74、一起吃自助餐，牵着手进去，扶着墙出来

75、一起荡秋千

76、一起做鬼脸

77、一起走遍世界各地

78、一起数钱 (全是一角的)然后大笑

79、一起扎气球赢奖品

80、站在马路的两侧大喊

81、看你打场球赛

82、一起看演唱会

83、一起 沿铁轨

84、一起挤公车

85、一起放风筝

86、一起去普罗旺斯看花田

87、趁你睡觉偷亲你一下

88、一起放孔明灯

89、起钓鱼

90、一起下棋

91、一起在烈日下暴晒

92、手机铃声设置成对方的声音

93、每天为对方留言

94、一起捏对方 的脸

95、比赛各种各样的事

96、一起看烟火

97、在树下埋下我们的约定

98、去海边放漂流瓶

99、拍一次婚纱照

100、白头偕老。

Exam week!

Everyone is busy with exam recently.


Sometimes I keep wonder,
why after study it we still failed it?
why it just won't out what questions that we had study?
why????!!!!


Well, I really desperate with my maths!
Due to careless, I lost about 15marks in it!


Saw Jasc, Yauyau their posts that give up on some of the subject.
Failed again.
Did not pass it before.
Give up!


Sigh!
Examination really cut down student's confident on some subject.


It is really we too stupid?
Or because we did not put much effort in our study?
Or we really no talent in study?
Or because we just to lazy to memorized those notes?


I really need a answer to do well in the exam. =(

Happy Wesak Day!

Do you guys went temple and have a pray today?
Do you guys bath the Buddha?
Do you guys bath with water of flower today?


Well, I just went to temples near Sunway.
Had visited 3 of the temple,
GuanYin temple, Buddhist Hall, and Siam Buddha.


There were so much people and all of them busy praying there.
Even have to queue up a long line to take turn give the Buddha bath.
And clumsy me had accidentally knoced the Buddha while gave him a bath. D=
Sorry sorry sorry. ><


Do you know that when giving the Buddha a bath also have its law?
Mostly people will just give 3 scoops of bath.
Both hands must have right position.
First scoop of water cannot straight pour the water on the head of the Buddha, instead of his hand that pointed upward. =D
Secondly, will be his body and then the last scoop is pour onto the head.


Quite many of Indians went to Chinese temple have a pray.
But I saw none of us went to Hindu temple. D=
Included me, as father not free. =P


Well, a very meaningful day with eating just vege food.
All the best guys!
Good luck in exam!

你，能接受吗？

那天跟朋友聊天，
突然聊到一个话题，

要是你是一位已经有男/女朋友的人了，你还会跟你身边的异性好友单独共享一杯饮料吗？


K：不行不行，这样会很对不起很爱你的另一半。
X：不可以啦，我接受不到。
Me: 为什么不可以？很正常罢了啊～
S：除非情况所逼，要不然我接受不到咯～会让我吃醋的叻～

我是觉得没什么啦，你们的看法又是什么呢？
你，能接受吗？

Jasc : 我接受不到咯 xD. 因为我一向来都不跟异性分享同一杯什么的。。我觉得很不卫生。。即使女性朋友我也没什么会去分享。。但是有时候逼不得已我就只好与他们用同一个细草咯。。能避免的话，不要比较好。。但是如果说是分享但不用同一个细草的话，那即使与谁分享我也都无所谓 xDD


Rinkie: 喝水罢了嘛。。>< 太卫生的小孩子抵抗力比较弱哦～xD

Jasc : 不管卫生不卫生，我都觉得很恶心 = =

我就在等…這樣一個你

给我未来的爱人：

首先我想告诉你

我是一个头脑里把爱和理智分开的人

如果我们在一起了

请相信我是爱你的

如果我离开了

不一定是我不爱你了

只是我的理智告诉我

你不是那个可以给我未来的男人

这事可能有点冷血

但我也没办法

对我来说

一个男人在这个年纪

跟我交往2年没有结婚的计划

就该考虑要不要继续下去

先要告诉你

朋友是我心里的第一位

我也希望你的朋友

在你心里一定要比我重要

我希望你能把热恋期的激情

完好地保存

一星期23面

每天一个电话、几个短信就够了

但是要在心里想念我

你不一定要多么完美

但是

一定要有一双足够清澈的眼眸

要敢正视我的目光

一定要会穿衣服

身上一定要有干净的香水味

一定要有双漂亮的手

一定要像男人

每个人都会有过去

我不追究

愿意的话

你自然会告诉我

你的那许多过往曾经

当我质疑我们的爱情

你要挺起胸膛

告诉我你的感受

当朋友们质疑我们的感情

你会坚定自己的立场

当我难过的时候

即使你不在

也可以放下手头所有的事情

只为回我一条简单的短信

我打电话找你的时候

不要不接

不方便就发个短信过来

别丢

每个人都有心底深处的秘密

我并不想深掘

但是如果我偶然发现

请告诉我

不要故意隐瞒

而让我们有了距离

我希望在我对自己绝望的时候

你能鼓励我

告诉我有多么优秀

说"不管怎么样你还有我"

同时你遇见了

我也会这么告诉你

我希望你听到有关乎我的流言蜚语时

能吃点小醋

然后亲自质问我发生什么

我会毫无保留告诉你实情

但别不相信我

我希望你自觉把我的照片放在手机里

不非要做桌面

有就成

我希望

如果需要

你能为我改变一些事情

比如脾气

比如为人处事的办法

我希望哪一天我们稳定

你能把我的情况

介绍给你的父母家人

如果他们不接受我

你要耐心说服他们

把我的优点灌输给他们

但我有那个自信

没有如果

之后

我们之间肯定会出现小插曲

我希望你能考虑周全

如果你爱上了她

发现她才是真正适合你的

我绝不挡在中间

不过我希望她一出现

你就告诉她

你已经有了我

亲爱的要知道

这世上没有一个巴掌

还能排出响的事

请原谅在我看来

如果我们之间有别人

原因绝对在于你我

对我来说没有勾引

没有小三

只有没本事留住你的我

和没管好自己的你

出现这种问题

不要告诉我说

是她先怎样怎样的

那没有意义

我不是小女孩

不会每天追问你在哪

跟谁、什么时候回家

如果你爱我

必然会在我们聊天时

自然而然的告诉我

记住

那并不是汇报

我会很相信

我愿意相信的男人

男人在外

面子那点事

绝对能给你做的很到位

但宝贝

女人做的到位

是她懂事

不是该你的

我是一个及其懒的女人

懒到跟我没关系的人

名字超过3个字都懒得记

所以请收起你的怀疑心

有了你

我根本懒得关注别人

大部分我是现实的

不是虚荣拜金

就单纯的只是现实

我很清楚我要的是什么

我不会为了你变成家庭妇女

断绝朋友来往

当然

我也不会疯女人似的的天天去耍

偶尔的聚会很正常

不要因为那些而说我不踏实

那想法太幼稚

就像我不会因为你去跟哥们聚会

而无理取闹一样

我不要求

你一定要和我的朋友打成一片

也没那个必要

但是不要说我的朋友不好

不要联系了之类的

能介绍给你认识的

在我生命里一定出现的比你早

当然我也不会去强迫你这些

我也不会介意你的各种朋友圈子

但如果你的异性朋友

多到我5个5个见

要见半年就真算了

不要问我

‘穿成这样给谁看’

我可以素颜

穿着平底鞋和你逛街

也可以穿着大跟鞋

长衬衫在家给你做饭

但绝对不会因为找了你

就任由自己变丑

相信我

如果真的找了你之后

越来越丑

你一定会不要我的

不要说‘不会的’

男人嘛…

多少会玩些小谎言

但那之后有三个要求

第一

玩好点

别让我发现

第二

玩好点

别让我发现

第三

玩好点

别让我发现

对我说过的话一定要做到

要不就别说

了解我透彻之后

再说你能做到以上的一切

如果我遇到一个这样的你

那我必然不会再将心分给其他人

19~

19~

While, im getting older and older zor~ hahaXD

Is it a good news to acquired more freedom?

Or

Is it a bad news to acquired more troblesom?

 Now only realize that, ignorant is bliss~

When im child, I feel bliss as parents are protecting me when ever I facing trouble

But now, already an adult zor~

Things have to settle by your own

The pressure from people around making u feeling frustrate><

Parents help you no more

You need to be Independent

When facing problem, you find no suitable person to share

Even if you have,

 You still cannot be so selfish disturb people

You cannot find a suitable time to talk to him/her

To be confess, STPM is easy

But what make u uncertain is the pressure from people around us

LIFE IS EASY HUMAN IS COMPLICATED  

Im getting started don’t know how to talk

Even HWH also said me started isolating myself…

Not I don’t want to talk, but I don’t really know how and what to talk

Some more, when I frustrate, I keep feeling tired, eyes started closing

Where do I have extra energy to talk…

Just feel that, Im odd…

No channel to abreact                                                                            

No chance to talk

Even if I have, I always the one who being ignored

May be Im too selfish?

May be Im always give a pointless conversation?

May be I always make the situation cool?

Or

May be Im giving pressure to others?

Almost lost control today…

But, so what!!!

U have a problem, U have to solve your own…

Nobody will know what problem u facing…

Take care!

Ccs, as a buddy, I have to share out today experience to our buddy here.

You're having too much pressure on yourself already.

You've to learn to relax yourself.

As what you've said, you want to do many things.

You want so many things.

What if you don't care your own health and body huh?

As a friend, I want to advise you!

Please don't let yourself dump into pressuresss...

You're not suppose to be like this.

I know you're trying to be perfect all the time,

but you've made it by using the wrong way.

Maybe I'm consider as an outsider and don't have much right talk about this,

because of I don't know well about your situation I guess?!

But at least please take care of your body and health.

I don't hope to hear or see the same case happen again no matter at where..

Today is your birthday. You should pass it with happiness..

Not exchange all those happiness with everyone's worries..

I was shocking when I know the truth!

And I wish I was there at least I can provide some helps.

But I wasn't there. And I was blaming myself because I know it at the last period of the school.

Am I still consider as a friend or best friend?

I don't know.

I just hope you get well as soon as possible.

Last but not least,

Happy birthday to you.

I hope this would be the last incident happened on you!

Please don't put too much pressure for yourself...

Sincerely,

Jasclyn Khor

Happy birthday CCS!!!!!

Whee~
Since no people coming to sweep off the dust here, let me post a birthday post to CCS. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!


I'm so proud being the first one and maybe the only one who sent SMS birthday wish to you.
wakakaka..xD

06-04-1992 little lala is being borned =D