19~
While, im getting older and older zor~ hahaXD
Is it a good news to acquired more freedom?
Or
Is it a bad news to acquired more troblesom?
Now only realize that, ignorant is bliss~
When im child, I feel bliss as parents are protecting me when ever I facing trouble
But now, already an adult zor~
Things have to settle by your own
The pressure from people around making u feeling frustrate><
Parents help you no more
You need to be Independent
When facing problem, you find no suitable person to share
Even if you have,
You still cannot be so selfish disturb people
You cannot find a suitable time to talk to him/her
To be confess, STPM is easy
But what make u uncertain is the pressure from people around us
LIFE IS EASY HUMAN IS COMPLICATED
Im getting started don’t know how to talk
Even HWH also said me started isolating myself…
Not I don’t want to talk, but I don’t really know how and what to talk
Some more, when I frustrate, I keep feeling tired, eyes started closing
Where do I have extra energy to talk…
Just feel that, Im odd…
No channel to abreact
No chance to talk
Even if I have, I always the one who being ignored
May be Im too selfish?
May be Im always give a pointless conversation?
May be I always make the situation cool?
Or
May be Im giving pressure to others?
Almost lost control today…
But, so what!!!
U have a problem, U have to solve your own…
Nobody will know what problem u facing…